It’s interesting being in other people’s houses with their memories and trinkets. So many trinkets. I see the wife who’s no longer here. She made a home then passed on leaving her husband with all that she created. I see care, love, pain, growth, tears and smiles and relief.
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Practising a Seven Brides for Seven Brothers song. I loved this musical as a kid. Lots of colour and energy.

Day 14. I did something different today. I had things to do in town so I took my dance moves to the streets and raved as I walked. Hands were held high with Carte Blanche pumping out. I didn’t even get arrested (again). Bonus.

Day 14. This was me this morning. I had my hands in lots of pies. Elephant riding, ribbon twirling, sparkly hat wearing girl. Being still and also moving. Dancing got done. Cats got stroked. Relinquish by Greenhaven DJs was the song. Cosmic Gate WYM 002 π the set. Keep loving π₯°

I feel fancy when I go to The Ivy in Tunbridge Wells. Such a welcoming place with a Parisian feel. It’s chique and vibrant. An occasional treat. We all deserve treats. I met my new friend Lorna there today. I don’t meet many people as travelling means I’m never anywhere for long enough. It’s always special when I make friends now. A sweet sparky jewel to enjoy and spend time with. It’s so easy when you’re a kid. Wherever you are you’d ask ‘can I make friends with you?’. And boom, you’re friends hanging out together for as long as you can. Now being older, it feels like there are more social constraints. You don’t just go up to someone and start playing with them π€£There are past traumas and knock backs and a social etiquette which comes from being an adult. Being a kid brings a lightness of spirit. It’s easy, you just start playing with the person you like. In a child’s world there’s down to earth honesty and openness. Things are simpler. There’s no baggage. It’s all positive and in the moment. I want to be able to meet someone for the first time and say ‘I like you, let’s be friends’. It’s a beautiful thing.
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Day 13. Cosmic Gate - Wake Your Mind session. Oh wow, what a journey of sound. So so beautiful and deep. Fav song was called Reason by Patrick White. I felt like I was in another world flying through the musical ether. Body feels fit and fine π

I was trying to do a constructive rest. Buzz changed that completely. All I did was lie down and he was on me in a flash. So I had a constructive cat rest instead. Got some shots of him with the harp too. My shoes have a special message on them π₯° Can you see?
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Welcome to Singing With Cats - this week a song from the Romeo and Juliet soundtrack. No harp because Buzz commandeered my lap π I listened to this song so many times when I was 17. Mundy To You I Bestow
Hot tub for humans - sundeck for cats. I was in there early this morning listening to woodpeckers and blackbirds going about their day and feeling the sun on my back. The stillness of the water was so tranquil π It makes me calm. More of that please π₯°

Day 12. Iβm baaack π€© I was more chilled tonight and journeyed through an epic set mixed by Cosmic Gate. It was a beautiful varied set with so much colour. Solarstone, Robert Nickson - Motif - what a tune π These are some of the things I saw on my dance…
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A Snow White Momement An Amazing thing happened to me last summer…
Dance Break. 1 day. I think my body deserves it. Still got shoulder strain. Been frustrated today. Saying ‘No’ to pain is important. Sometimes when pain wants to come, I sense it entering me and actually fight it until it retreats. Sometimes I win π It’s a powerful moment.

Some seriously epic clouds today. This pre-spring air is fresh fresh fresh! Iβve been looking up a lot this evening too, floating in warm water looking up at the stars. Iβve been thinking about my life and feeling lucky. Iβm so grateful to be me. I’m so grateful to be safe.
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Buzz and his Box I really love the sound effects. So dramatic π
Birdsong and Rainbows A link to a few seconds of tranquility.
Harp practise feat. Leo I’m slowly getting back into harp practise. I’ve been too busy dancing. This is me with Leo trying to remember the chords and lyrics for an Adele song.
Sunday morning hot-tub time. We tried to avoid startling the neighbours on the way in. Not my most elegant moment π€ͺ So many giggles too. And bubbles π¦π¦ Thank you bubbly jets of goodness. You make me feel so good in so many ways π

I felt a bit down during moments of my dance today. I had to skip quite a few tracks. I noticed they were making me feel quite low. A lot of the female vocals on trance tracks are about women pining after their ex loves. They can’t seem to get over them. They would climb mountains for them, cross seas for them. It’s poignant but sad too. Where are these men now? Not here, not supporting them. It made me see how much I want to hear songs about strength and freedom and growth. The most inspiring trance tracks Iβve heard are about stories of change in people, of beautiful love and the cosmic universe with added stardust π€© Let go of the old, beautiful lady trance singers. Step into your power and sing your heart out to your own positive unique beat. I’m listening.